I want you.
I want your mind, your body and spirit.
I want us to be inseparable and annoyingly cute.
I want all of your attention, all of your thoughts and all of your commitment.
I never knew you could exist, I wandered around this too big world never knowing there was a you waiting for me to fall so deeply;
My skinned knees and bruised head still dizzy from my fall, the heights from which I tumbled no longer an issue to me.
Because there’s you.
There you are.
As I look up from the ground, the sun beaming and glaring in my eyes, the heated gravel biting into my soft palms, I see all that is you.
And everything made complete sense.
How could I spend my whole life not knowing that I was looking for you?
Your eyes seemed to know me inside and out within seconds and it was then that I realized: I want you.
Your skin feels like the only silk I need to be immersed in.
I want you.
Your words dance around us in a holy circle of bright truth and enlightenment, how can you not hear my heart beating to the rhythm of ‘I want you’?
My senses soak you up, take you all in and every fiber of my being is screaming ‘I WANT YOU!’.
Can you hear it?
Can you feel the ground beneath us shaking with the very weight of my want?
Does a universe exist where we are already married, forever bonded, linked immeasurably in the eyes of the law and our God?
How do you not acknowledge the hungry fire burning in my eyes when you’re the oxygen it needs to live?
Do I have to live a painful existence of seeing you, feeling you and never truly having you?
How can I pursue a happy life when I look into those eyes and see the soul-mate who won’t say what I need to hear?
I want your powerful hands to roam me, I want to feel the callouses born from your hard work to meet the smooth satin of my skin.
I want your eyes to see the things I could never show anyone else, my scars, my failures and successes.
I want to hear the music of your mind, to be a note in the melody of your life.
I want to spend my days showing you how I feel in every imaginable way.
I want my nights to be filled with the physical exploration of your depths.